Friday, July 26, 2019

I said.


I said.

It’s a wondering night.
blender with Pain.
Ready to fight...
To the things I can’t say.
Time... go... by...
To the comments I said.

Saturday, July 20, 2019

the formidable rhythmic pulse

the formidable rhythmic pulse

Endless tears fell from your face,
Sobbing
thoughts of anxiety, 
wondering what’s it’s like.?  
a steady pulse faster racing.
Hands are shaking. 
Me sitting there useless, 
unknown what to think, 
trying to speak. Time is wasting.
Your Words were daggers to the heart. 
I can’t believe we fell apart.  
Confused by the words of this.
I brought u joy of endless. 
That’s what I thought, 
Into cold water I wanna dive. 
Telling me I was the calm to your life
Restarting to fall for u
Clocks were ticking away, it goes by 
Scrabbling ,the words to find
To kept ur presents by my side
Your mountain, I still wanna climb
Walking up your stairs .,looking back
Something is screaming at u.
So 
stand there with your fear
Iook around, I’m right here.
So... 
 away I’ll drive, with this sadden formidable rhythmic pulse.

Tuesday, July 9, 2019

“With In The Angel Falls”


I’m in this intersection between the papers walls, were I use to fall with in this box as I saw my conscious leave me.
I want to see if it still guides me to the place I wanna be. To be lost and confused where I use to sit and stare at this dead and lonely world to be discovered. Something inside of me is telling me to get through something more without this any more.
I want to remember this day like if it was just yesterday and the night before where I sat and look up at this someone that wanted more.
Nor it would of never happen.


Why would you leave me here in this bloody town all burn down.
In   the end of time on this lonely hill where I use to stare at the sky…….
At least…. It gave me guideness….


I’m dying… I want to leave…
I’m stuck here in this lonely house without. To tell me what’s rite and wrong?
I walk outside an all a dark and lonely road where I'm push in to the deep end
Can’t breathe….
I’m dying…. I’m dying I want to leave
I’m dying l want to leave


I feel so much anger with in this thing I can’t explain any where I want to be from the plain, bitter, sorrow feeling I have.
Yet I got to get through this like any other day.
 You make it so much more, yet I’m lost with out you to guide me to a place where I am strong and gonna live long.
So please hold on please hold on.


Why would you leave me here in this bloody town all burn down.
In   the end of time on this lonely hill where I use to stare at the sky…….
At least…. It gave me guideness….

In the end of time we don’t know what we want in life where is hard and wrong.
To make up are own lines without this.
I’m so much more wrong but I feel like I’m gone.
On this lonely hill where I use to stare in to the sky.
At least it gave me guideness…  




Likeable Things



I like likeable things, u are likeable.
Like making things laughable
Liking our ever-long conversations 
Likely moving faster like that we thought 
Alike having differences 
Liking similarities, humor alike
Unlike our pass declines
Liked ravishingly poking one another 
Like Sunrise,time flies
This is where we start Again 
Like the last time. 

:)

@Trevj-182